It started withÂ an image:Â Savages, onstage in New York City. Immediately, I searched forÂ online videos, then stared at the screen as if hypnotized. Every aspect of their music and style was intense and gorgeous, full of energy and strength. I don’t know much about punk.Â I onlyÂ knew that SavagesÂ music stirred something in me, and I wanted to listen to more.
I pre-ordered SavagesÂ second albumÂ Adore Life in January. When I told a friend what it was called, his response was that the title didn’t seem very punk, which I think means that it didn’t sound angry enough. But, here’s the thing: anger is everywhere. There’s little that’s interesting or transgressive about it. Anger is what the cool kids do when they’re afraid. Anger is how we keep each other at a distance.
This musicÂ is the antithesis of the easy, the complacent, and the guarded. ItÂ questions, and yes rages against, expectations and assumptions.
I understand the urgency of life
In the distance there is truth which cuts
like a knife
Maybe I will die maybe tomorrow
So I need to say
I adore life
There couldn’t be a more transgressive sentiment than this one. These lyrics are not about playing it cool, hedging bets. There are, in fact, no bets to be hedged. There is nothing but this life. We spend all of our moments, one way or another. If we spend them badly, they are gone from us just the same. These lyrics challenge us to live and to love with ourÂ whole hearts and bodies. Each of us has that choice.
Several months ago, inspired by Savages drummer Fay Milton (amazing beyond the power of my words to describe), I took up drum lessons. When we play music, when we listen to it, when we let ourselves be moved emotionally, spiritually, and physically, we affirm that we are here, that we are connected. We affirm our irrevocable right and innate responsibility to take up space and make plenty of noise. The drums, being some of the most space-taking and noise-making instruments around, are a helpful tool for practicing this. And I can hardly stop smiling when I’m playing, I feel so alive.
I adore music for the power it has to change me, as if the right frequencies couldÂ actually reverberate through my bone and tissue and liquid, and rearrangeÂ my molecules. I adore Savages for making the kind of music that makes me stop what I’m doing and listen.
And I need to say: I adore life.